Wednesday, Thursday + Friday’s Post

It’s in note form because i jotted down notes on what happened and didnt really know what else to put lol
Ok well i am meant to be revising a lot now so maybe not so much blogging. Anyway here are my notes on each day because i’d just feel bad if i ignored this blog. 🙂

Tuesday’s Post

((((((sorry i missed Monday, nothing interesting))))))

Tuesday

Today was off ok, woke up normal time (7:10-7:15 lol) then y’know morning stuff then school. Hehe i keep telling my friend SU that her and AI (the boy i like, pfff aint telling no one) suit bc they actually do for real but obviously they wont admit it lol . They used to get on so well in year 7 cos they both sat at the front together and i sat behind and we always used to talk lol ( and also ,not a fairly strong point, they’re both muslim lol idk). Anyway they suit and i always say it in english lol i should stop bc i might make it obvious i like him. EM doesnt think that they suit but GURL you dont know. (lol sorry im hyper)
First lesson was french, verbs blah blah blah. Then music. We have to create a song in groups and in my group we were rehearsing n whatever. Then was break then r.e. In which we done some meditation thing (((was shit))). We all got in a circle then miss put on some rubbish sounds of waves and started reading out imagines of relaxation or something. But it was funny because NZ kept taking the piss like miss said “breathe in and out” he’d go over the top lol. He’s so fit though like o m g help me. Then was english, same class students, and our english teacher wasn’t in. Again. Two weeks in a row now w o w. NZ normally when we have a cover teacher always gets sent out like 5 minutes in the lesson lol today was no differ. Him and CL were chucking a bottle to each other across the classroom and miss started getting pissed and just sent NZ out first then CL. At least they didn’t take the mick out of EM. We had to do some essay something work and i was talking about SU and AI lol bless they suit so much. Oh yeah and in RE some boy, CR, wanted to make up a rumour that he fancies EM and everyone was talking about it in RE haha. But by English EM knew he was joking cos they kept laughing about it lol and EM hangs out with them?? Crazy. Then was lunch then drama. Me and suman walked out and bump into GEO and she tells me that EM ((for her bday)) has invited LY and LA to stay over for a sleepover lol and they both said all she does is sit on her bed and gossip about boys lol . When we went to drama we had to wait for the year 7/8’s idk to come out and some boys backpack had an iphone pencilcase and GEO thought it looked cool so when they were coming out of the classroom we asked them “are you the iphone kid” lol they must of been like “wut u on about” then one, who is obv going to the backpack, says “yeah i am” then i go “wow your pencil case is cool” then me and GEO were talking then as he was going i said “high five iphone kid” ((i was actually being nice not sarcastic)) but the dude left me hanging 😦 sad 😦 (thats sarcasm lol) so we had drama but next week we have to perform 😦 then was ict which we’re doing some menu shit idk it’s so boring. Then end of day, walked to bus stop with SY and the bus came right as we crossed the road lol. Met up with CA and SO and LE but they all went upstairs on the bus but me and SY stayed down cos there were seats and SY thought she fell out with LE but when she went off the bus LE didnt ignore her or anything. Then i came home (sister didnt go school today because she had a “sore throat” not even a valid excuse but eh) i’ve still fallen out with both my older sisters, i just find them so annoying and bitchy and just ignorant. Ohhhhhhh on last Friday ((sorry i didnt mention it)) JO (from primary, snow day post) got on the bus and as i was walking off i said hi and he said hey and his voice is well deep lol. I’ve been trying to like see him after school because i just felt it was awkward and i want to apologise but he doesnt get the bus and he must walk early idk. Anyway goodnight 🙂

Friday’s Post

Friday
Today started off horrible bc i had an argument and fallout with both my sisters lol i hardly ever like them. Not sounding cold hearted or anything, but i think if the middle one …… “disappeared” ((death)) i wouldnt care. I would like to but ive never liked her and thats the truth really, horrible the way i said it but idk its just my natural feelings im sorry. So i woke up and felt like getting up at 6:30am but ended getting up at 7:20am as usual lol. Went bathroom, washed my face brushed my teeth blah, then (((idek why but i get hairy sideburns AND IM A GIRL its so horrible though))) i decided to pluck the sideburns (ergh) which i thought would only take what 5 minutes? But took 15. Wanted to be on time as well anyway so it was 7:45am when i finished and im meant to leave the house (in order to be on time) 7:55 lol but i left at 8:20 which wasnt that bad i guess. Lol i got to school at 8:55 and good thing SY was late too lol. So i went to form and sat next to SU for like 3 minutes then the bell went so we all walked out then i saw AI walking towards the stairs ((my form was right next to the stairs)) but luckily there was too many people around to encounter an “awkward” moment. (sorry keep saying awkward all the time haha) so me n SU made our way to history and we are s t i l l watching that Hitler movie ((which is so boring but it beats writing n stuff lol)) then was maths. I like maths, it’s easy because we actually have a teacher who can explain it and is talkative but not that much for her to not discuss the work. Then break. I had to go student services to call my mum because i forgot to lock up the house and i kept worrying what if someone breaks in and steals anything lol over reacting i think. So anyway i asked SU to come with me and we went in and i asked the lady to phone my mum. During that a bunch of boys from my year came in. And judging by the first people who walked in, i didn’t think AI would come in but he did lol. I pretended i didn’t see him cos it’s for the best i guess. Then miss had the wrong number so i told her it but my mum didnt pick up. During that, the guys all left and i looked at AI when he was walking out (((((so he couldnt see i guess lol))))) but he did this thing like he looks at the ground or summit or wall or idk then kind of infront of himself then normal ((((((((how the f*ck do i know this *stalker alert* ))))) but anyway she didnt pick up so i called my gran and pap’s home and my pap answered so i asked him to tell nanny to tell mummy to ((((yes ik im in yr9 and i still call her mummy lol))) come home if she isnt because i forgot to lock up so he said ok n bye lol not like that though but y’know. Anyway afterwards we went library then double science (((h e l l))) then lunch. At lunch i walked to art club with SU + JE and they all just sat down and ate their lunches and i got out my art homework to finish then inbetween MA+ JE needed to go library but i needed to finish off my hmk so SU stayed ((also she didn’t finish her lunch)) then when we were both done there was like 20 minutes left lol so we just went library to them. And in there some girl did a magic trick with cards where she put them into flowers or something and the whole “is this your card?” act but hers was pretty good. JE printed out one of those model design sketch outs ((idek)) and some boy JA (he’s bi) was writing a love song about some boy called AD ((not the one im always on about)) because he fancied him (bless). Anyway after we went to go to PE (saw AI go up to science (((i know what subjects he has lol saddo but its bc i was in most his classes)) lol) which was trampolining urgh. Most the time we just stand by the trampoline lol. This went on for two lessons (2 hours basics) then we got changed and school finished yay. SY got the bus again so i walked with her then everyone else who gets the bus came too and the bus(es) ((2 came at the same time)) came late. But between that AI’s friends were waiting near the ice cream truck (across the road,right next to the gates) then i didnt look for ages but when i did they all were heading the other way and aw he has his little ((lol idk )) swaggy ( oh dear u for real) like kind of different walk and its funny but cute as well then he kind of turned his head (lets say 90°) and he probably could tell i was looking lol how creepy am i though but anyway yeah thats it.

Sorry!

Sorry i havent been posting! Phone’s bugging up and i just done a factory reset, i only like blogging on my phone lol. Anyway nothing really interesting has happened this week, ((((trying to think of something other to say other than a))))) well i think me and my friend (((lol))) have fallen out, i didnt really enjoy hanging around with her anyway tbh woops. Hopefully i can get back to my routine ages ago and start hanging out with my friends at the lunch hall place thingy, it stopped because most of them were in different classes and i guess we kinda drifted away. But im back in their classes yay:). Oh yeah and sorry again lol because i seem to be always talking about THE boy (((((((ffs i would get annoyed))))))) but i kind of have to lol cos i made this so i could look back and see how i felt and stuff and hopefully im going to blog recently. BUT ANYWAY, back to the girly me (((what the))). Well throughout this week, Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday, i havent really seen A but today i did woo woo woo partay. (no) i don’t think today ended well though but it could just be my imagination (doubting it more and more by the second). Plus today was the day me and SI fell out (i think we did, oh scratch that i hope we did) lol. Let’s start at the start of the day. Was late to form again (lol when am i not, now) then had double art (was funnn, we talk about anything lol so) then break, which i spent in the library AGAIN (ugh it’s actually boring how did i survive going there “every lunch and break“.) now this is when we kind of had a fallout lol lol lol. Well basically there’s this quiz that goes on every Thursday, and it’s normally me and her that go together but i wasn’t in yesterday (im glad tbh otherwise i would still hang around in the library) so she decided to go with LO and RB and didn’t want to leave them to be in a group with me. So fucking selfish (sorry for the bad language, but i am pretty pissed) i mean i would of went in a group with her if i knew she was going to be on her own. Gosh, and if i think about it what good things has she done for me, i’m always the one helping her. But anyway, i really don’t want to talk to her, if and when i do i’d just probably end up starting an argument pff. Tbh i’ve always had a chance to stop hanging around with her but at the same time she was in most of my classes so, yup. Lol i sound so typicial. Friendship problems, boy problems. Sorry. Now (lol) we speak about A… I think my feelings for him are slowly going to be fair i mean i never really want to admit it but it is. At the end of school when we were all heading out (he had pe last so he probably came out later than usual) i was walking towards the entrance (only way out other than back, snow) then he came out the pe way and well idk but it seemed he made like a groan or something and that was kinda straight after he saw me lol awkward. I was with 3 of my friends so that’s fine at least i had someone to talk to. Then we had to walk out the door and i felt uncomfortable because i was right behind him. I’m not like those girls you see who text all the time (i am on my phone mostly though lol) or go out like every week with their mates. I’ve always been an indoorsy person. Don’t get me wrong i’m not lazy (i don’t think) or overweight (was gonna say ‘fat’ but i might offend people). And again sorry for not posting for quite a while, ok byee 🙂

Snow day today :)

Well I’m bored and decided to take a Photo of outside the front of my house, maybe you can see my little sister there and her friends but I don’t know. And some boy from my primary is there with his little sister, it’s weird seeing people from your primary haha. I’m confused though because I was meant to go out with my little sister at the Hill but she went out on her own and then I realised they were there so I dunno it all seems weird. Oh god I sound like one of those teenagers who just go on about boys all the time. Ok sorry I’ll try and stop lol. But I’m bored and I want to go out but it’s gonna go all awkward after, y’know, saying “OH WOW HAVENT SEEN YOU IN AGES”. Snow’s boring though I mean all they’re doing is sledging down the hill lol I think I’m the one who is boring. There’s a nice little update on today, hope it’s snowing where you are and you’re having fun yay bye 🙂