Sorry!

Sorry i havent been posting! Phone’s bugging up and i just done a factory reset, i only like blogging on my phone lol. Anyway nothing really interesting has happened this week, ((((trying to think of something other to say other than a))))) well i think me and my friend (((lol))) have fallen out, i didnt really enjoy hanging around with her anyway tbh woops. Hopefully i can get back to my routine ages ago and start hanging out with my friends at the lunch hall place thingy, it stopped because most of them were in different classes and i guess we kinda drifted away. But im back in their classes yay:). Oh yeah and sorry again lol because i seem to be always talking about THE boy (((((((ffs i would get annoyed))))))) but i kind of have to lol cos i made this so i could look back and see how i felt and stuff and hopefully im going to blog recently. BUT ANYWAY, back to the girly me (((what the))). Well throughout this week, Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday, i havent really seen A but today i did woo woo woo partay. (no) i don’t think today ended well though but it could just be my imagination (doubting it more and more by the second). Plus today was the day me and SI fell out (i think we did, oh scratch that i hope we did) lol. Let’s start at the start of the day. Was late to form again (lol when am i not, now) then had double art (was funnn, we talk about anything lol so) then break, which i spent in the library AGAIN (ugh it’s actually boring how did i survive going there “every lunch and break“.) now this is when we kind of had a fallout lol lol lol. Well basically there’s this quiz that goes on every Thursday, and it’s normally me and her that go together but i wasn’t in yesterday (im glad tbh otherwise i would still hang around in the library) so she decided to go with LO and RB and didn’t want to leave them to be in a group with me. So fucking selfish (sorry for the bad language, but i am pretty pissed) i mean i would of went in a group with her if i knew she was going to be on her own. Gosh, and if i think about it what good things has she done for me, i’m always the one helping her. But anyway, i really don’t want to talk to her, if and when i do i’d just probably end up starting an argument pff. Tbh i’ve always had a chance to stop hanging around with her but at the same time she was in most of my classes so, yup. Lol i sound so typicial. Friendship problems, boy problems. Sorry. Now (lol) we speak about A… I think my feelings for him are slowly going to be fair i mean i never really want to admit it but it is. At the end of school when we were all heading out (he had pe last so he probably came out later than usual) i was walking towards the entrance (only way out other than back, snow) then he came out the pe way and well idk but it seemed he made like a groan or something and that was kinda straight after he saw me lol awkward. I was with 3 of my friends so that’s fine at least i had someone to talk to. Then we had to walk out the door and i felt uncomfortable because i was right behind him. I’m not like those girls you see who text all the time (i am on my phone mostly though lol) or go out like every week with their mates. I’ve always been an indoorsy person. Don’t get me wrong i’m not lazy (i don’t think) or overweight (was gonna say ‘fat’ but i might offend people). And again sorry for not posting for quite a while, ok byee 🙂