hi sorry hi – Saturday 20th September 2014

hello everyone, sorry I haven’t posted in bloody 5 months ugh-_- I have no excuse really 😦 (unboxing pictures tomorrow) but anyway;

With my previous posts “the past” & “back” I liked some dude back then; but now I see him as a dick so I don’t no more and I am hapPy I even dated when I got over him lmao stupid but y’know I was proud:D
BUH ANYWAY I like someone else now n he is a proper cutie but not but is n ofmdnfnss help me pls AND THE THING IS I CANT EXPRESS THIS TO ANY OF MY FRIENDS bc 1) two of them are friends w/ him 2) judge n 3) judge bc idk like his group are fucking weirdos n one of them left (the worst one n FINALLY but leaving in year 11 like what’s the point) but the one i like is not a weirdo I’m trying to find a flaw n I can’t but he’s cute n I use cute weirdly but cute n he always plays with his ear N THATS BC HE HAS SOME SORT OF MOLE OR SPOT ON IT which is barely noticeable but he was picking at it in history and I sit behind him and yeah so yeah hm. But history was funny like we a new student in our class (he got moved sets because he was distracting the other class) and he’s called Andrew n he’s big bless but anyway Syd(my friend) doesn’t like him and when he walked in I said something like “COME TO ME BOY” in a creepy way but it wasn’t that loud and momo (MOMO IS NEW CRUSH I HAVE WHOM IM ON ABOUT) and pui who was sitting next to him turned around and momo gave me the look where he found it funny but was confused and he thought I said it to him haha  ah but momo is such a nice guy like in year 10 we’d speak in IT n history n shit and he’s so cute but not bc I think I find him hot n he is so cute and overall he’s such a pleasant lad like idk n his little earring is cute n all n watch n aw awaw w wW n to show my appreciation of his existence I’d kick him but it’s just a kcik behind the knee y’know not hurtful but I guess I do that when I like someone y’know I done it to conor like df I’m such an immature child buy I’m not a child I AM 15 WOO 16 in November:D oh n I liked some other guy called ZY I dont want to say his name bc why but he’s just a dick I have realised but y’know haven’t spoken this year so I can’t really say BUT MOMO IS MINE I miss him I actually want the weekend to hurry up cos I miss his face I always stare at him n shit its stupid but I like to do it and in that history lesson on Friday with that new kid at the end he said (in his lil Asian saying bc I cant fully translate) something like “you haven’t said hi to me ” or something n idk like I’m scared now when I develop feelings for someone I tend to make it go all awkward and I dont speak to them but I have such an urge to speak to him n UFF HELP ME PLS momo is cute hi momo bye momo no bye momo (momo is his nickname pls dont think it’s his actual name) I AM NEEDY anyway goodnight fellow wordpressers :):)